I remember the time when we promised each other that no matter what happened that we’d always be there for one another. I know believing in always and forever is a little naive, but I believed it.  We were going pretty good for about five years, then all of the sudden you decided that you needed a break from me and stopped talking to me.  That break became permanent. I fought for you, for us, for our friendship that we once had.  I wasn’t about to throw away five years of a strong friendship, but apparently you were. I don’t understand and maybe I never will. I just don’t see how you can so easily just walk away from what we had as friends. Maybe that shows me that you never really cared as much as you said you did.  I’d give almost anything to fix our friendship, but you don’t want to and I’m going to have to learn to be okay with that. I miss you in my life.  I miss our inside jokes. I miss laughing with you. I miss our late night conversations.  I miss my best friend.  

This past year has showed me that you really don’t care any more and I’ve moved on, but that doesn’t mean I will ever stop missing you or thinking about you every now and then.  You were such and integral part of my life for five years and I can’t give forget that.  If I could change how I felt, I would have.  If I could change this who situation, I would. I now know that our friendship is over with and at this point I don’t see how it can be fixed.  I’m ready to say goodbye.  I will hold on to the good memories that we made together and think about them when I need to smile. So, goodbye, thank you for everything you did for me, I’ll miss you and maybe one day fate will bring us back together.